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Endang
wishing upon a blue moon

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Be a professional tennis player
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Have MORE free time to do something I like



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Friday, March 26, 2010


say it if it's for her own good
wat i mean is tat those things that buried inside ur heart perhaps is going to solve the prob then u should say it.
why not?
i know you will feel guilty if u say it but i think u should look from the 'big picture'
erm.. watever the prob is,if it's urgent then the prority is now to rectify it.
i think emotion can be heal later on
u still can gain back her trust
do wat is good for everybody rather than her alone.
that's wat i think.
it's too long that's y i write it here and i don't think i want to tell u at sch
one more thing,u did not neglect me.i just found that u seemed to be distracted by sth.
sorry,yestersay i was doing el hw that's y i didn't chat much with u.
ok.any doubts??i can give u my point of view,the rest it's still i up to u.u decide..

Smile always | 1:23 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2010


yesterday i was taking bus 187 and the bus almost had an accident
phew!!luckily i am safe and sound!!thank god!!
the driver was china man and did not know how to speak english
i doubt how he could survive in sin
the incident goes like this
it was about 6.40
the bus suddenly swerved
there were not many passangers at that time,only a few were standing,clutcing tightly at the metal handle
so the impact wasn't very bad
but there was this indian man who yelled instantaneously and threw all the vulgarities words at the driver who could not decipher what that man was tlking about
I was sitting at the back then
wat scared me was that when i saw the indian man was showing his fist at the driver who stopped at the side of the road
then i found out that the baby whose hsyterical crying resonated inside the bus is the child of the indian man.
other kids were crying too but not too loud and were taken care by their worried parents.none of the raising their voices to demand explaination or to vent out their anger on the driver,perhaps they cared about their chilren 1 than letting their angers overpowered them.
except for the indian man.
luckily ,his wife took control of the situation though i couldn't understand tamil but i saw her hand signalled her hot-tempered husband to let the matter off.and finally he did.
and the of the journey no one said a word,the only sound can be heard was the sth like the'dingdong'bell.i dono how to describe..

i couldn't say who is wrong and right between the driver and the indian man
i think the main culprit was the ,i think magenta coloured hyundai car,if i am not wrong who suddenly materialised in front of the bus.

one thing i was mystified by the indian man
how could he just went to the driver and yelled like nobody business when his beloved child was crying incessantly ??
he should attend to his child first ,see whether he/she injured badly of wat instead of rushing menancingly toward the driver
the driver never say sorry or did not even attempt to see any of the passengers had injured

gotta go co again!!oops...
bye!!!

Smile always | 1:55 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


give me a break!!!
I need time and peace to think and think and think!!
I wish for a green pasture and a cloudy day to spend my day..
idling sitting/lying there,do nothing perhaps do some reflection or just daydreaming
away from piles of work,away from the bustle of the city,away from pollution..

I am not tired yet
it's lazy.....
haix...........

got co later,she reminded me
though i tried to appear insignificant as possible
yet she saw it!
haiya will go!
..........

Smile always | 11:08 AM

Friday, March 12, 2010


today,I have gotten my report card
Actually,I knew that I will fail eng this morning le.
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I GET F9 FOR MY ENG AND ALSO THE FIRST F9 IN MY REPORT CARD.
though i am lousy at chinese but so far i NEVER get a F9 for chinese
now i feel a pang of guilt to the chinese teacher bec i use most of chinese lessons t read eng story book.am I sort of like a betrayal??or bit like no respect for chinese teacher huh??but she didn't give work to do and i just cannot sit still,do nothing,wasting time.
haix
may be i should stop reading eng story book during chinese lesson.i will consider 1.


hmm....actually i was a bit excited when i saw F9 in the paper.
I must have gone crazy at that time, imagine you r not used to get this kind mark
then you will feel something special when you received that?
perhaps i deserved that.
erm..
no one is to blame but only myself ;my standard is not there yet.
and for this time round ,it's ok la.

to a certain extent,
i am proud of myself secretly
at least whatever the i have done and achieved,it's my own work
thx to cx who called me and informed me abt the dishonest act of someone


let's move on to my bro reaction...
his jaw dropped and i noticed him whispered the words 'o my god' when i told him
he was practically stared at me in shock
i was drinking milk then and i felt like laughing at his facial expression
i told him to help me tell my aunt abt my results,phew..

i don't think that i want to tell mum abt it
for the time being don't want to make her worry
but soon i think she will know that..
ai ya..will deal it later

my mind is a bit confuse now
shall go for rest 1

Smile always | 9:33 PM