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Sunday, June 27, 2010


that's random..
I found her sitting in the chair,waiting for me??I don't know but she spoke when I sat down
she talked to me about sth that bothered her
I was careful with my words,afraid that they would be sensitive to her.
hmm..
it was a huge blow to her.
I could see that she was trying to choke back her tears
I realized that I was kind of afraid to look into her eyes
they were full of pain,erm..worry,revealed that she's lost somewhere in the jungle,trying to find the way out.
she works too hard for them and dotes them a lot
but in turns they took things for granted..
girls are always better than boys.I like this sentence.
the world has changed drastically.I think I am no that inhuman ho?
we,as a human beings have to have some erm..how shall I put??err...dunno how to say...
no matter how smart u r ,how successful u r , I think we have to....

well ama is in hospital
yilin is worried abt her..which impressed me.still girls are the best.
look at my two bros
they didn't even shoot me lots of qns
I mean express their concerns at least
hope she gets well soon

Smile always | 9:31 PM

Saturday, June 26, 2010


I AM GOING TO EXPLODE!!!!
what a day!!!!!
know what!!!!!
this beloved sister of mine,yilin,the youngest performed an experiment today
mixed my cleanser with my lotion!!!!
I just found it!while I was washing my face..
I saw the greenish liquid becomes so dilute and the smell becomes so weird
somebody must have done sth on it.and the somebody is none other than her.
who else dare to do this kind of thing?esp my stuff?
I even sniffed all the bottles in the bathroom!but somehow could guess it
I even washed twice,trying to figure out..
a pyjamas and a towel on neck,I stormed out.
initially I wasn't angry bec I want her to confess yet I was so dissappointed that I have to use tactic to lure her to confess.haix..
and now I am boiling with rage!!
my voice sounded louder than I thought when she told me what!!
it was an accident.I said ok and told her to explain.know what!later on she told me for fun?!!
she told me she wanted to try. I told to describe it!just so curious on how to mix it.
she didn'answer at first so I told her the entire story that I imagined whis she nodded meekly
I snapped sharply that I would certainly let try but pour a bit for her if she told which I mean it. but she messed up everything!!
haven't finished yet.I also found that she mixed my lotion that I bought recently!!!
this is insane!!
I rather give up my stupid lotion.but my cleanser?
it costs much more than the lotion!!and it's new!!
a 10 minutes lecture is enough
I could not bring myself to scold her anymore lar..argghhh..
she is wrong if she thinks that I saw her ..face,I stopped questioning her.I don't buy it ok!
but haiya...what to do?she is still a kid.don't ever do that!the next time I caught it,she'II be dead meat,I promised not going to let her off.
don't think that she is the youngest she has the authority to anyhow mess up other pp stuff
that's very bad..

I think I was fierce just now that the room was in absolute silent
ahau tried to make me laugh but luckily I didn't do so
It was a time to serious!
I could feel eyes were on me,trying to figure out what's my next move
yet i just stood there ,frowning at her.remember I am
my bros were quiet which was a good at least.
don't try to infuriate me pls.this is not the thing that she did!the rest I don't want to pursue..
try to call mama but she didn't answer.
what should I do now??
I am so worried....
I wonder what will happen to my face???
aaaaaaaaaaah!

Smile always | 10:12 PM

Friday, June 25, 2010


arrrggggggg!
somebody gotta help me!
I really have no idea on how to deal with my fat brother..
he is currently my'bodyguard'
he follows me everywhere and I have to supervise him
it's an arduous task
I wish I can use a tape to seal his lips so that he keeps quite at least for a few hours


I wish I am able to fall asleep tonight
better be,pls...
why is it just so difficult to sleep??everything is so comfortable
I am physically tired but this brain of mine just doesn't want to rest
this sleeping issue is going to drive me crazy some day

Smile always | 9:12 PM

Wednesday, June 23, 2010


seeing her..
my heart pumped very fast
and strangely my heart melts..
I was cold-blooded but I do pity her..
ok lar,shall help her
forget about the...
I am still feel uneasy..
come on, they are counting on me!
i just realise that most of the time I gt to take sth that pp don't want..
what to do??haiya won't die lar
ok.I shall face it!go!

Smile always | 10:10 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2010


a few more days
I have to go back to sch
feeling:neutral.


my brother,acan has come!
omg!!



how shall I put??
hmmm...
I am speechless...
not abt my bro lar
errrm the whole thing seems surreal..

Smile always | 9:21 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2010


a quick post b4 i got to go
busy ah..
just now guess what!bump into yasmin
I was rushing for the door yet she was there.
both of us were shocked!
seems to come for jay.

I got scolded frm him
he didn't know 3yi was behind him when he scolded me
the girl is so smart,did b4 he come..
kind of scared but afterwards his mood ok liao?dzzzz...
volatile mood
luckily I come today or I'II be dead meat!
seems like everybody is kind of afraid of him..

got to go

Smile always | 6:53 PM


happy birthday cx!
just now I forget to wish you..
err..wish you can go into the course that you wanted:)


ahh..
today I woke up late which was unusual
muscles are very stiff..
I almost shocked bec I heard the familiar sound while I was in the toilet abt to open the door..
3 yi came..
she is a woman of her words and I am quite amazed by it
we talked abt may cece..
it has been a long time since I saw her
the last time was 31 dec 2009 at 3 yi place bbq
she was so 'high' that time..
wah, now she wants to quit ah??I thought she's doing quite well..
may cece is one of the kind pp that I have met
well,wish her all the best!


home sweet home!
wait for me!

Smile always | 3:00 PM

Monday, June 14, 2010


can I say the class outing is a successful one??
we made it despite odds.
I even nearly got into trouble this morning
shh...shall forget it and never mention.
I was still worried just now...
I still hate that ,err stupid wire!or whatever it is called.

well, today some of us went to cycle.It was fun.
cx and I excused ourselves for home around 7 sth
my arms are red now!except the part I used to wear the watch
tarek did sth very funny today when we were at bedok mrt station..
he almost slipped..


Today is a emotional day?
hmm...
first mr wee told me that I was the one my bro called on that very moment.ok I think Iwas a bit touched.
secondly,she came and help us with the potatoes,corns,and sweet potatoes.I felt so touched and also embarrassed.sorry ah, I don't know a those stuff. previously I never do such work so I didn't know...but now,I know already.actually she didn't have to help but ah,well,I think I owe her a 'thank you' but she's gone.aiyah.
thirdly,I was so elated?I think more to thankful to mr law bec he dropped us to pioneeer mrt.
Iwas wondering what is it like to sit inside the car with three teachers frm our sch?I think it's ok.
seems like a lot of pp like soccer very much except for my family??I got to ask them some day..


I think nowadays I have changed into a calm and patient person.
hehe..good sign!
I was sort of looking foward for today that I woke up quite early..
cx wasn't in good mood today...now should be ok le ba..
I was just a bit uncomfortable on the way they texted her
I thought it's quite rude and I am still thinking.....
c'mon we r civilised pp..
to other pp may be not weird but to cx??hard to believe..

well,I just the urged to thank everyone who managed to turn up and those who had helped out,contributed time, sweat??or whatever...
hmm...pls only think of the good moments
forget abt the bad ones if there's any...


words spread around pretty fast
finally I agree with this statement!

Smile always | 8:39 PM

Friday, June 11, 2010


this afternoon,cx and I were in the ntuc fair price
cx told me that I should be honoured to be served by the manager
it's okay bec I think he had nothing to do that's why he came and served us on his own
at first I didn't know he is the manager for he is too young
that's why I asked for name tag.don't be fooled.

after that I went to meet shumin
it has been a long tme since we went out together
so we went for pc show
the canon girl almost won my heart and I even praised her.
I almost.well, almost..then as we walked pass the laxemark,the indian girl started to uh.. kind of tell me to buy the 4 in 1 printer.it's cheap.
but I wasn't interested.I don't like the way she persuade.more of to her own uh..sales rank??than cater to customer's needs.It's so fake.
yeah,it's cheap,the printer but in long run??not at all
what I bought at last was a fuji xerox printer.
she is right after all...it's beautiful and in long run she said it's worth..luckily I made the call..
so I recall back of her words..hmm...she managed to affect me w/o really tell what I have to ....
this method proves effective on me.I can use next time hehe..to persuade others..
but I wanted to tell her if she does the math so do I.I am not that dumb yet you see.but I still thank her for that piece of advice.

shumin bought a wii game

I thank shumin a lot
if weren't her I think I would be stuck down there.

today,ahau my bro group won $1000 for his competittion,so one person is$ 200
it's a lot to him and he earned it with his own ability!a good start
hmm,his effort paid off!!!for he devoted all his time in this project
yesterday he wasn't in good mood somemore and this morning he was disturbing me!
I am going to hehe..ask him to treat me!!compensation..
he is estatic that he could hardly contain his happiness..
feel so happy for him


zzzz...
I declared that I am officially being attacked by 'lazy' virus
even dettol is in vain to kill the virus....

oh,must remember to think of back up plan..

Smile always | 8:41 PM

Thursday, June 10, 2010


today ch,sw,shakir and I were having lunch together.
went to mac...
It's really what I wanted but we thought of sharkir
we were thinking abt having you mian, 4A's favourite
must eat halal food.but hor,I didn't see the halal sign in the mac though it doesn't sell pork..
hmm...

wah,ever since the stupid exercise on the biology
90% similar ,he and I,the gene lar
stupid what we got widow peak hair,straight thumb,tounge can roll, and many more lah
she kept make fun of us,I know she's joking,let her laugh more.it's healthy anyway
every sentence that he said / I said she will be able to twist it to link to the two of us..I supposed today she was to..ba.
but hor,we r diff
I remember he said sth
and Mrs yap looked at me and I looked at her
we were sitting around my usual place
she gave that kind of uh..dono ho to say expression before the two of us laughed
that where we r diff bec I won't say such thing.
she seems to be so ceoncern abt our class stuff
ask some qns but uh...

hmm..

oh,today I saw her
I think she's a bit tired,judging frm her face
but didn't dare to mention.I find that maybe I am a timorous person.
it reminds me of how late I slept recently
It's hard to fall asleep
I figure my life will be that kind of must work and work or at least moving a lot
now sch holiday,I have less thing to do and consume less energy plus a bit lazy and more time for nap
that's the retribution is can't fall asleep at night time
serves me right perhaps...

it took me two years or so to discover the beauty of...
isn't it too late???
I begin to enjoy...it's kind of art..

tmr will be a long and hard day ahead
better go and catch some sleep now..

Smile always | 9:40 PM

Wednesday, June 9, 2010


I just came back!from co bbq.
I was sort of busied myself the whole time..that I lost track of time.
hmm...kind of really afraid of coronary heart disease or diabetes..
esp recently the %tage of young pp getting that coronary heart disease is increasing
I think I am that kia si type..
but It's not too young to contemplate about all sort of diseases that will likely to struck u if u don't control your diet.
A lot of pp are telling me that I am very conscious abt my diet..
hmm...yeah perhaps.told u all lo,I am kind of kia si and I think that we should responsible for our health..
some of my friend were saying that the sch drink stall will go bankrupt if all the pp are like me..
haha...bec I don't buy sweet drink after meal,during recess.
I think it's quite true..but I will buy hot milo or milk..
don't you all think that plain water is the best???


ok,back to the bbq
the food was not tempting but frightening
I saw the oil...wah...sorry ah too fussy...I resist the urge to uh..use the tissue pp to..
erm,cx knows best.
and I ate it.felt a bit eerie..like...
and when I recalled,gosh!I ate quite a lot of sugary stuff...
sweet potatoes, corns, ice kacang, ice lemon tea.
mainly bec nobody's eating the corn then I ate it bec there was a lot...
shall go work out this weekend.
but generally it was wonderful day..
no certain pp and I felt that I wasn't in chinatown for the first time in co..haha..it's true lor..
well,kind of enjoying myself

oh,just remember!!!I felt I was so dumb!
I was talking to cx over the phone..
I as walking then from sch to the bbq pit which is outside sch..
we were discussing abt class outing stuff and I forgot to bring my bag along with me!!
It was when I was halfway in the journey, I felt a bit odd and I saw that everybody was carrying their bags.and they asked me where is my bag?
then what??
went back sch again to take my bag,no wonder I felt lighter w/o my bag.
how could I forgot??
then when I headed with a junior of mine ,two of us didn't know the location.
I didn't dare to call...I have to try 1,I told myself.
this is when I use my eyes and ears
they were so noisy so I figured out the way and I saw in distance.ha!it's them..

this lesson taught me to be more alert!
don't discuss things over the phone when you are walking.
it's like don't use handphone when you drive or else you will ended up driving to the wrong place...which reminds me of ruby teo( my cousin)

once bitten
twice shy
three ah..I dont' try
or rather I dont't want to try

one more thing
I had dropped hints or kept persuade her today
but uh..she has the rights to decide.this kind of thing I can't help much.
she knew what i was trying to say but erm.. it's really her decision..
you know what I mean,when you choose that then you sacrifice this..
like a bird,bird has wing so it can fly wherever it wants.who is going to control?nobody.
sometimes she has to figured out, I think she knows that..but must give her time
she will realise it sometime..
all of us are kind of worrying abt her
it's very kind of u all trying to help her..
she will appreciate it sometimes perhaps.
I don't know how should I put...
if I can help or we can help then we try help but if she's not listening,what can we do?
it's the limit.let nature takes its course..she can afford not for a long time but at the moment can lah.

strange,
with her,I feel that I am moving in a slower pace..
normally, I guess everbody knows..
I eat and walk pretty fast..
she is a nice girl.polite.but too quiet.

Smile always | 11:02 PM

Saturday, June 5, 2010


the RV co performance was fabulous
well done Alicia!
I think a lot of things had been done behind the back
I can imagine that,after all I was a co member

hmm...
to shout in front of hundreds of pp in the auditorium isn't something easy!
finally I did it!
I could feel some eyes were on my direction..
I shouted bec I promised alicia,she desperately wanted?,I think it would boost her confidence?,she needed my support.
this is her big day.
apparently,I just realized that someone had to take the first step to do it.then the rest would start to give support to the performers.
actually,I didn't dare at first..I tried to open my mouth,no words came out..
it took me a lot of courage!
and I feel paiseh... but anyway I overcame it!!
satisfied!!
I told my bro that no one would thought it's us!frm hkss..


wah,papa just called to force to go back
mama better,so considerate..
look like yilin is going to have her exam..
so I have to teach her...
but won't go back in time.

oh,lastly
if there is anyone whom I talked the longest over the phone in the world
that would be you,cx.

Smile always | 10:19 PM

Tuesday, June 1, 2010


today,it's just not my day
rather don't mention or it will take a long long hours to finish
argggh....
hopefully,will learn from this lesson..

I am wondering........
why is it so hard to say the words ''thank you'' ??
a word thank you can bring a great impact on others
it shows that one appreciates other's in whatever stuff..
courtesy costs nothing
and it's some kind of respect,isn't it???
appreciate pp's work lar though it's not the best out of it but at least it's done.on time.
then lots of things can be altered de mah..



still...
dad is the best!
I feel like going back ler...
must wait...
haix..

Smile always | 8:22 PM