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Endang
wishing upon a blue moon

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Thursday, November 25, 2010


start from afternoon
I was holding two bowls,one for myself and one for jocelyn(jie ting) at seoul garden
the angmoh lady thought that I took for her and extended her hand and I was kind of holding tightly at the bowls and looked at her..(she's quite pretty)
when I realised she wanted that and offered to her,she was embarrassed and refused to take..


I was impressed and also underestimated a boy?
he came in and looked ordinary
he asked me a few qns abt jc course..
I was thinking that he is soo kiasu..and asked him which sch he's from
guess what he is from ri
and I was a bit surprised..
well,he is polite and of course spoke in perfect eng luckily I was not bad..at least I was speaking proper english too!

mama is giving a headache!
ahau and I were proposing the idea of going ... or whatever lar
since they are so busy
she told me to go back and talk face-to-face to her
it is no wonder since I lack of detail..maybe I should write a proposal??
there are so many factors to consider...
this acan,my little bro is also bothering me
think!!how should I deal with them??
hmm...going to swim tmr 1:)perhaps i will come up with a solution that satisfy every one.

lastly,thank you for those who gave me the musical box
I will listen it when I am sleepless








Smile always | 9:47 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


out of all the songs by linkin park,the one that I like most is this one.

"Leave Out All The Rest" by linkin park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Smile always | 5:20 PM

Monday, November 22, 2010


woke up at 5.50.last night I slept at 11 sth
partly bec my alarm had gone off but also 3 yi called me and asked are you awake?and I said ya so couldn't go back to sleep...
this morning ahau (my bro) and I went to orchard
not for fun but to help out 3 yi
then went to harbour front & vivo city to run an errand for my aunty(troublesome one)before meeting cx for lunch.
wah!this is the first time we had mc donald and there was a short black out!
don't get me wrong,I don't really like fast food.the only thing that attracts me is the garlic chilli.I love it!fast food is not healthy..once in a while should be fine

then putting aside all the worries,unaccomplished tasks,we went for walk,I cann't remember the name..
It's good to get close with nature..
perhaps I was too tired that I fell asleep inside mrt.when cx called me to alight,I actually wasn't really awake..and immediately collapsed into a heap upon reaching home.

I am very afraid if the troublesome aunty called me...
she called me this morning at 9 o'clock!expect me to finish the task when the thing opens at 1o.
hmm..
we are family so I just help her since she knows that it's sch holiday! and she asked me to help.can I say no?
phew,finally the thing is done!
though it's not a pleasant task but I still learn a bit from it..I am too stupid le.
nvm next time I will be smart:)










Smile always | 6:54 PM

Saturday, November 20, 2010


hell,was scolded stupid by mama early this morning on phone..
initially I thought it was cx and without looking at the no,I spoke too quickly and mama was huh?
later on in the afternoon,papa came and scolded me stupid when I told him I have eaten.
what's wrong with them??
hmm..papa was ok but mama doesn't want to be defeated.guess she is in bad mood so better keep quiet.

this afternoon..
compared with this small uncle and his wife,I realised that my parents are the best.
they put us 1:) than anything
I could see than my aunty 3 yi was smiling when I said that it's personal preference to aunty cui.tough but very meticulous woman.
any ans given will be sabotage by her surely if it doesn't turn out good.
wah I spend like 3 hrs down there!!!


when the price is so expensive,papa looked at me and try to blame me
says I didn't read up and notice the news
ridiculous,I straight looked at him and said with sacrasm ,papa,what's my occupation?
he was like huh?so I ans all my qns
I said student and what does a student do?study lar. do you think I can afford this?and why would I go and notice this kind of thing?somemore you didn't ask me to look for it..is this my fault?
wah,papa keep quiet straight away.I won!!haha..

it's true that I am lazy and forgetful
but it proves that I am a human,leading an ordinary life.

human is not perfect
so does thing(s)
you cannot have all the advatages. it's depend on what you think
whether the certain qualities outweigh the disadvatageous qualities.
that's the thing that I have learnt during the 3 hours ,watching them do the talking and I was trying to tell them so that they can stop complaining.

my parents are still the best!

hmm..I wonder of acan, my little bro is able to go hkss
see whether he has the affinity but of course I hope he can be part of the hkss.
next year,yilin is coming?






Smile always | 9:05 PM

Friday, November 19, 2010


so happy,managed to take pics with these two teachers:)
they have been with me from sec 2!
I have learnt a lot from these two persons.

I wonder if our sch needs relief teacher next year on jan??
I wish our sch lacks of pp so that I can go and be relief teacher..
hmm..may be I can teach chem














Smile always | 7:25 PM


It's a tiring day..
i slept around midnight last night and woke up at 6 plus...
went to toh pahyoh?with mama before dragged myself to vivo,starhub,to get my new sim card
actually it's still the old no..was reminded not to put my phone in silent mode...

about tonight..
I am dead beat..
hmm...Ms ow looks so different.
I was surprised.
by the way,she is beautiful

thinking back abt what that mc has said,I think he is so smart,able to read my thoughts?discipline of course is more impt
I am thinking about the question.
if I had more time to think just now,organised my thoughts,ermm..maybe plus a sip of chinese tea,I would be able to answer properly..(too cold + so shy)
discipline is still the most important
firstly,we always start from ourself.
it is when we are discipline then the learning can take place
then we are able to care for others,helping them.

a big thank you to those who have shouted so hard for me..
I will feel very bad if you all sore throat tmr..

oh ya, one more thing
do I really look so different?
I guess I look too tomboy at sch??I still don't think there is a diff
I am still who I am.

eh,I like the sentence,in life what sometimes appears to be the end,is really a new begining
very meaningful.
though sec life has ended , it also mark the begining of other journey to the next level.


wah,I am quite hungry now..
didn't really eat just now.. kind of no appetite
time to hunt for food now!

Smile always | 12:23 AM

Wednesday, November 17, 2010


what a day!
I lost my hand phone inside the taxi!!!
told mama to walk or take bus to 3 yi house but she insisted taxi
haiya,so unlucky..
lost all my contacts...

what even more
I almost tripped several times today!!
it's just not my day



Smile always | 7:22 PM

Monday, November 15, 2010


tomorrow is my last day in school
I think I will miss a few teachers perhaps 3
the rest,I will also miss but it's different kind.
by the way, did I look diff when I see them??
hmm... I shall write reflection on my favorite teachers
I have written two days before eng o'level
memories will always fade..
I was giggling and cringed when I read the reflection I wrote just b4 the start of o'level
I was so silly!
I was so engrossed that pp were looking at me but I don't care(I was reading near the swim pool)

I read a book yesterday,it's really meaningful
it explained my feeling
no matter how good u r, u will be criticized
just like orange.
do what u think is right
u can't do sth that will satisfied every body

the qns on what do you do during your free time still come across my mind
the truth is,if she didn't ask,I wouldn't have gone back to think abt it
actually I don't really like swimming but occasionally is ok
still a bit afraid of water..
and partly bec my little bro spoil my goggle
but now I have bought a new one
hell,was planning to buy a red one bec normally I had white or blue.
but was told to get grey better.
my bro says I am not that kind of pp who likes for attention
he says that I like to wear dark colour clothes but I like light colours also
well in the end still get grey..xx

when I am stress
I will go jogging or cycling until I am sweat.
walking is also something I did very often.
reading.
talking.



omg! billy is going to drag me by hook or by crook..
dun worry,what I had promised ,I will do it.
hmm...the purpose to wait until this time bec now u have the feeling of what ah..diff to say
previously was for fun if we did.now, I think u will cherish that.am I right huh??whatever.
that's what I think.
I m a weirdo perhaps..

anyway I think mr chan is right.
hmm.. adventurous person,I shall keep it in mind
I wonder if he is reading dan brown book?
shall ask him next time..tmr??if I see him..









Smile always | 8:41 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2010


I am hoping for anyone available to teach me bio.
It's so irritating and confusing!
two exam pps from two diff sch offer diff ans for same qns
which one should I trust??
I have no idea how and what to do..

it's always the same study pattern for chinese language.
without fail,I always practice how to write yours sincerely,dear so and so,or make sure I know how to write how are you this kind of thing.get the format right..
the only diff is for prelim and this exam I didn't memorize compos for both languages.


bio leh??
can't wait for exam to over...
envy those who had finished their exam.....
haix..

Smile always | 7:05 PM

Friday, November 12, 2010


I have a lot of things to say that I don't even know where and how to begin...
but firstly I am definitely not going to use this laptop!!(my bro's) which is quite small!
argh.. I wish I can go back to use mine...


these few days,I have been staying back at sch..
anyway it's only a few days.once the exam finish,we are not coming back till 2011.
I shall wait for any changes in sch next year..


well very funny just now,
Mrs tan was saying that she ate to distressed and said that can lead a normal life once sch stable which she mentioned one more year and she will lose 10 pounds.fit into her cheongsam
we were smiling..
I looked at the poster of health lifestyle and kept quiet.
she said that no time to exercise..so contradicting..
I said sth basically the main point is if u don't have time to do it right, u r going to start all over.I read it somewhere which I thought is meaningful.

I am wondering why every one likes to say old already
she was saying that just now,old woman.
then ms ow also likes to say that
mama also..no.mama will ask four of us,is your mama very old?and I will always say ya.
I wondered,will I say it when I am very old??

through this o'level,I have learnt sth
my bro was telling me that I looked relax,still doing things that I like
I looked at him and said life goes on even when u don't have exam.
I study and try my best and the rest is up heaven
the idea is to try
I remember mama said when we do sth,we do it wholeheartedly
never mind the results and along the way we will learn other things..




still have a lot to write abt
but got to stop here 1




Smile always | 3:34 PM