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Endang
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Sunday, January 30, 2011


I am going orientation camp tmr:(
kind of hate camp,i would prefer to stay at home honestly..

well,I or rather we have just bought a camera for mama:)
I was eyeing on that canon a few weeks ago le..
I was pretty surprised that a bald man kept pestering us buying the casio brand which I have totally no interest of it..he kept on talking and talking...and he said that he has talked a lot so please buy lar...you see pp around al buy but you didn't so pity me lar..
I was kind of irritated. firstly we wanted to go but he perstered us.secondly,he can talk whatever he wants but the decision comes from me,I call the shot.and he is wasting my time.I said I ask my mama first.irritating right??this kind of attitude??

in the end I bought the canon from a very polite salesman in another shop
he has a honest look although look can be deceiving but at least he is such a far cry from that uncle.

I went to smu yesterday
it was a really emotional and wonderful day
I cried when I was writing a letter,jotted down something that I would like to say if I were to die tmr let say.(touch wood)something that I do not talked about.
this is the first time I was crying while writing a letter, and I was no the only one I believe
the second time I cried but there are always people ready to offer me tissue or even a hug.
last time when I was receiving olevel result shumin gave me a hug
this time li ce ce,my cousin gave me.
err..it makes me think of a movie;eat,pray,love
it says that people need affection ,which is right.
it is through this kind of activity that let me reflect of something that I often neglected.
by the way,I actually wrote taht letter to ahau but I put the address to my cousin's house,li cece.
as I am always the one who open the letter box so..kind of awkward


this few weeks I have been busy with cny stuff so I decided to read a book about time management,to learn how to manage my time.
I found that this sentence is quite meaningful. it says our life become fulfilling by just trying.I think it does mention something but I cannot remember them
so although we didn't score well for exams or tests,our life is fulfilled.at least we did work hard on it.
life is always unfair and will always be.look at another side, we will joy behind every single things.
I don't why am I writing this kind of thing ,a reflex action?

something I would like to do in 2011 would be to go back hkss to see....not that fatty..


by the way,it's kind of irritated sometimes to have a bro in chinese orchestra
he kept calling me to practice flute and perform at sch,called me to come down to listen to co performance which I try to accomodate but seriously I have no time.
what is even more he kept singing the rhythm at home, deprive me of my own quietness ?
he sings quite badly
now acan also..
they really love chinese orchestra







Smile always | 9:17 PM

Thursday, January 20, 2011


I went smu yesterday,the second time.
it's a bucketlist club and It's kind of inspiring

As somebody took a photograph of me holding a small white board, I realised that I had wrote something wrongly on it.that's the result of not reading..
english has gone worse
I am trying to do some reading nowadays...






















Smile always | 11:07 PM

Monday, January 10, 2011


so today,I have gotten my o'level result
I cried.I am a big girl already still cried..don't know why,the tears just kept coming out.
Ican't remember when was the last time I cried in public but I find that after I have cried,I feel much better.
I still wonder why am I getting a b for chem-my favorite subject.and how can it be the same as my bio??I certainly spend more time and effort on chem than bio.
I felt pain inside me when I saw a b for chem and a b for phy..
mr chan asked me qns but I really have no mood to feedback to him ,what's wrong..
my mind was blank

anyway, thanks ms ow,mr chan and mr lawrence.
I think I will go jc ?
just give it a try.
A big thank you to all teachers who have taught me,I will remember some of you de.

I actually give a deep consideration.next time,I think I will not work for my parents.I am not interested in their jobs, I decided.it's still a long way to go.

hmm..shall go exercise tmr

I like this song...
Firework by katy perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon





Smile always | 9:09 PM

Saturday, January 1, 2011


happy new year every one.
I hope that this year will be a wonderful year for you all.
hmm...quite missed every one,even my china classmates and those who used to irritate me..but overall,they are still good people.

actually I have lots of things to write about but I have not organized my thoughts yet.I do not know where and how to begin.
so sleepy now
hmm..shall write next time.



Smile always | 12:49 AM