today,I have gotten my report card
Actually,I knew that I will fail eng this morning le.
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I GET F9 FOR MY ENG AND ALSO THE FIRST F9 IN MY REPORT CARD.
though i am lousy at chinese but so far i NEVER get a F9 for chinese
now i feel a pang of guilt to the chinese teacher bec i use most of chinese lessons t read eng story book.am I sort of like a betrayal??or bit like no respect for chinese teacher huh??but she didn't give work to do and i just cannot sit still,do nothing,wasting time.
haix
may be i should stop reading eng story book during chinese lesson.i will consider 1.
hmm....actually i was a bit excited when i saw F9 in the paper.
I must have gone crazy at that time, imagine you r not used to get this kind mark
then you will feel something special when you received that?
perhaps i deserved that.
erm..
no one is to blame but only myself ;my standard is not there yet.
and for this time round ,it's ok la.
to a certain extent,
i am proud of myself secretly
at least whatever the i have done and achieved,it's my own work
thx to cx who called me and informed me abt the dishonest act of someone
let's move on to my bro reaction...
his jaw dropped and i noticed him whispered the words 'o my god' when i told him
he was practically stared at me in shock
i was drinking milk then and i felt like laughing at his facial expression
i told him to help me tell my aunt abt my results,phew..
i don't think that i want to tell mum abt it
for the time being don't want to make her worry
but soon i think she will know that..
ai ya..will deal it later
my mind is a bit confuse now
shall go for rest 1
