I couldn't help but kept thinking about that day 24 Dec.afternoon

I was queing for taxi at jp for about 1 hour!!

the taxi driver was woah...

he looked stylish, but the moment I saw a pack of cigarette,hmm... didn't give me a good impression

what's more, he used his i phone and played farm ville during traffic jam!

I was kind of considering whether I should put up that safety belt...

and he drove very fast and also brake very fast that ahau and I were holding tightly at the handle; almost bumped into another car..phew...

I wanted very much to tell the taxi driver that I am still young and haven't explore the world yet...

guess what,upon arrival to 3yi house

he told me to brush up my english..

but I am still reading story book during holiday.it just that I didn't listen...nvm I will reflect on my standard. better don't disgrace myself.

and from his accent , I asked him whether he is a local

he is a local but just came back from overseas...

AND HE WAS AN ENGLISH TEACHER

he spoke like an angmoh..

so we had bbq at ecp and reached home close to 12..I was close crazy as in lack of sleep.

we means 3 yi and my siblings,alicia,ruby and a bunch of pp that I consider I don't know them.

I had spent my chrismas babysitting the trroublesome aunty's sons.they are so 'active' especially the smallest one;wilmer.I dislike him.he likes to hit people, bad-tempered,and wouldn't let me to hold his hands. It's not that I want to hold his hand but if he happened to lost then I would be surely doom.

ms chew asked me a question which I could not remember when perhaps two weeks ago..

she asked '' is success very important to you?'' it was kind of random

what should I say??

I wanted to say isn't that success important to everyone??who does not want to be a successful person?why do some people always work so hard??isn't that they hope to success in a particular thing?

of course success is important to me but it is not extremely important. success is like my goal when doing stuff.but if I failed, hmm it's still ok, i can take it.I still have a consolation prize, that is, an experience. very funny, when I failed certain stuff, normally I get to learn more than success.so it's a both side view

if we don't have a mind to that we want to be succeed in certain things then forever we can not 'move foward' isn't it??and sometimes when one's success in one thing that means, what he/she had done had paid off, giving a sense of satisfaction.

would it be quite rude if i say like that??I guess so plus does my ans makes sense?

that's why I just said ya ok lar..

very sleepy now...