can't take it anymore..

basically, my problem is that I am not good at writing.

the article uses a lot of profound words that kept me occupied through out the morning.

really sick of it.

I must also admit by the fact that I am terribly slow

it took me half an hour to polish up one paragraph..zzzz...

indeed,I am kind of touch by Mr toh's comment on my econs test paper.

never pass his test and finally past this exam!!!hohoho...will continue to work hard

every cloud has its silver lining:)so for those who are despondent ..remember mr chan's words;struggle a bit,and you can make it:)

still need to work hard for promo.60%..

today is joni's birthday which I almost forget

thanks to 3yi who called me.

I should be doing eom but..

feel so unmotivated,confused,and sleepy

cant concentrate..

I really and truly do not wish to study

the word 'retain' never really bother me

not until now.

it is very sad to study hard for the sake that you will not retain than for the sake that you want to know more things..that's me currently

Once in a while I will just get bored...

wishing somebody can wake me up...

by the way i get b for math and chem!!
it was as if somebody had just stabbed my heart with a knife..

but not that silly yet like some folks who scold the f*word or cry over tht

it has been donkey months since i update my blog.haix

seems like every one is busy.

by the way i just finished my exam last friday.

phew..feel so good

but it was very painful,feel so helpless,waiting for time to pass when I did my physic exam

100% I will fail again

as for gp,that's usual for me..

one lesson that you will learn if you go jc is to 'kan kai' as failure is norm

but every now and then I tell myself that i will bounce back.can't afford to screw my a level..wish that I can get into my desired course.if so many pp can do it,I guess I should not be the exception.

oh,although yiling takes up most of my time nowadays but I am still glad to have her here.

have to teach her eng!!I can't believe it also!

my eng is kind of lousy and whn I flipped to se the ans key or paused to think,she would challenge me ''do you know or not"that kind of thing...haix

I really dono how to teach her leh..but she likes me:) over my bro

so to constantly improve my command in eng so as not to 'malu' myself in front pp especially those folks down here who have high expectation on me,I shall read story book whenever possible.

lastly HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!!

sadly this year,there is no more youth day present from sch:(